I'm lying down.

Back

We have McDonald's too, so I'm eating that.

Time to Go to the Library Soon

I'm picking out several things of The Midsummer Night's Dream, ballet, opera, movie, novel.  I don't think it'll be all there.  Then we go to McDonald's.  I made a long list.  I wonder what I'll get.  Okay, I packed my pen.

Court About Credit Cards

I thought they only charge a small amount at a time.  I forgot at some point and after awhile it went up each time.  I thought my parents could pay.  I didn't get like $5000 of things, but the mental hospital is $20,000.

I just want a caseworker because it's free.  My dad said we will use an attorney if we can.  My mom and is looking for a caseworker and said an attorney is too much.  She's talking about it with my dad.

We're getting McDonald's today.  I want to come back from the library and go to sleep as well.  I hope that a caseworker talks to my parents.  I don't think I have as much in debt that they could take something like a "car of boat" from me.  My mom said she and my dad own the computer, so I really have nothing.

I'm gonna lie down again.

I even considered having fun to dye my hair again this year, but I just tried the different shampoos.

cont.

He seemed more black than brown.

The black man

was very black and had that look of a beard, skin with some wrinkle creases.  Maybe some spots, that look.  He was solid and thin but not scrawny and not really a slendre build.

Dream

I was hitting people, punching theur arm, and punched at black man a few times.  They were saying things to me like I didn't get something about people whose looks and lives are to be jealous of.

I want to lie down

because of the medicine.

Nails

I can't belive my fingernails are growing back in.  I did want my hair to grow back in more for the bangs I just cut.  It all stretches past my eyebrows.

Yes I did see "Pirhana."

I wouldn't watch it again unless someone wanted to watch it with me for some reason.

I was telling my aunt

about a book I picked up at rehab.  There was a lady in Oklahoma City whose father was from Germany and whose mom was a music teacher.  It was in the late 80s.  She had some friends in the 60s|70s, and she was younger but not young and a teacher, a regular one maybe of high school.  Her friend went to her house and found her killed.  There was blood found at her vagina so she was raped to death.  There was also I think use of weaponry.

So Stupid

Why did I spend that money?  I didn't know I'd be charged more as time went on.  At least I know I'm not going to jail.  If they take away my parents' computer they got me at least they will buy me a new laptop I know.

Like the credit cards start to bill small amounts.  I did forget it once and it sky rocketed since.

Chores

I just did the clean and dirty dishes and started to separate my mom's of dad's laundry.  I was gonna jog.  Today we go to the library.  I'm also antsy to get over with finding a caseworker for my credit card bills I didn't know about.  My mom told me they can't take away my things because it's from them and they want to keep it.  I don't have a car or anything.  My mom said an attorney costs money and it's too much.  My dad said we would get one if we can.  My mom is looking for a caseworker.  She mentioned it before.  I'm not sure what they'll do.

Also I have a McDonald's order my dad said we could do after the library.

I remind myself of

the thin girl with the high recorder, like the one with the whistle, like a whistle flute held like a clarinet.

Actually

so does the girl with the curly hair.

Hey

http://www.youtube.com/user/86USChristnaBarrett?feature=mhum#p/c/92F6F6011E5EF383/31/_H4TlDxXxVk

The 2 groups of 3, one blonde and one dark, the tall dark-haired lady reminds me of in rehab there was this tall black lady who was hilarious.  When I was there, she sat in the back reading.  This was the second place I went to, walking distance, from the first.  Never throw things around to let out your anger.  Now I have appointments and bills for my parents right and left.

Shampoo

I used the kind for black hair this time.  Then I'll go to brown.  Then I'll go to dark blonde.  Then I'll go to light blonde and maybe red.  I have this still.

Website Update

http://christinabarrett3.webs.com/allaboutme.htm

Racists

Racist people will mess with you about how complicated your face is in the way of stereotypes.  It proves they shouldn't do that because they think they're giving up something.